i want to love (part 11)

We stepped into the night. The air was cold but yet wonderful. the full light of the moon and the stars shining up above us.
"Come on Mi Hae!" gyun hee said already walking a few feet ahead
"Wait up!" i yelled catching up to him.
We started to walk around the block talking about the past three years we have missed and how we have been. After twenty minutes we were digested and we started our jogging. We jogged and jogged until we were both out of breath.(especially me) ㅠ.ㅠ when we reached the first two steps of our house i couldnt move another step. but with the support of my brother i was able to go up the stairs to my room.
"Great job today" Gyun hee said helping me on my bed
"Do we have to do this everyday??" i asked
"Yup. this is the only way to loose weight and keep your body fit and healthy" gyun hee said professionaly
"dont you have any work today. you will be tired right" i said making excuses
" i am never tired in helping my sister" gyun hee said proudly
"good night oppa" i said with a sigh
"good night Mi Hae" gyun hee whispered
Without me knowing i have fallen asleep and was woken up by the morning sun. My whole body was aching from the sudden excersise and i couldnt get up. i heard my name from the distance but couldnt get myself out of my bed
"JANG MI HAE!!!!" Gyun hee called from the distance
"Mom....just for another minute" i said still eyes closed
"YOU ARE GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!" Gyun Hee called
i forced myself out of bed and walked into the bathroom where i looked at myself in the mirror. In the mirror facing me was a girl. Messy hair, blubber fat, no sex appeal but on her were loose clothes. i looked down at myself. Surely the tight XXL shirt and pants were loose on me! This was unbelievable! I rushed through washing my face and brushing my teeth and slipped on my uniform. Even my uniform fit easily!!! i ran down the stair case and into the living room
"Gyun OPPA!!!" i cried with joy
"What's up with the energetic attitude this morning?" gyun hee asked
"oppa i lost weight!!! My uniform fits me easily now!!" i said complimenting myself
"I told you. If you try you can do it" Gyun hee complimented.
"what's for breakfast?" I asked eager and hungry
"salad" Gyun he answerd simply
"salad.....again???" i said
"until you loose weight" Gyun Hee reminded.
"for lunch???" i asked hope in my voice
"This" he said holding up a small packed lunch
"that's it??? than whose is that???" i asked pointing to a medium sized lunch box"
"Mine of course" gyun hee answered with a huge smile
So at the end we ended having salad for breakfast and we headed out the door for another "great" day. Well at least i hoped to be a better day than the other days i have experienced. With Gyun Hee by my side i was sure it would be a great day.

i want to love (part 10)

i hurridly opened the door for my step brother. i was so happy. there were no words to express this feeling.
"Hurry up and go change" Gyun hee said
"O.k i'll be down in a minute and than i'll cook something for you" i said proudly
"no it's o.k i will cook today but starting tomorrow no dinner" Gyun Hee said
"NO DINNER???!!!! WHY???!!!" i whined
"i am going to help you loose weight" Gyun hee said
"but.. oppa i tried everything, i tried excersising, i tried eating a little and i even tried not eating for a day" i said
"You probably tried but ended up eating alot at the end right??" gyun hee said
"how did you know???" i asked
"i know you well. Just go up and get changed. After dinner we are going to go run" Gyun hee said
"Ah... i dont want to" i whined
"Jang Mi hae you will loose weight! i know you could do it you were so skinny before i believe you" gyun Hee said
With that he entered the room i appointed him to and i headed to my room. while changing i started to think. Thats right i could do it and if gyun oppa wants me to i would. after quickly changing i stepped downstairs and was greeted by an extordinary smell of food. I entered the kitchen and was surprised to see what lay on the table before me
"OH MY GOSH" i exclaimed
"Enjoy your dinner" Gyun Hee said
i sat down right away and reached my hand for the meat when gyun hee stopped me and handed me a plate full of carrots, tomatoes, and celery.
"this is your dinner" Gyun Hee said
"What??!! than what is all this food for" i asked
"Of course it's for me" Gyun Hee explained
i couldnt believe it. I was stucke with celery while Gyun ate all the extrodinary food???? was he joking??? i wanted to cry but i reminded myself that i had to loose weight and ate with a complain. Our dinner time went by fast and the dishes were washed, dried, and put away
"Alright Mi Hae. Let's go" gyun hee said
"Huh??? go where" i asked
"Dont try to get out of it. I told you we were going to go running" Gyun Hee said
"But we just ate!!!" i made and excuse
"Dont worry we will walk around the block for digestion and than we will start jogging" Gyun Hee explained patiently
"Alright...." i said following Gyun hee out the door and into the dark night

i want to love (part 9)

hoo bin didnt say another word. instead he just fell silent and left me alone. The day went by fast and the classes have ended. i started to walk home. Gyun hee who had never once left my side was walking with me. i finally got the courage to speak
"Why are you following me?" i asked
"I'm not following you" Gyun Hee answered
"Do you live around this area?" i asked again
"yeah. Didnt dad tell you that i was going to live with you?" gyun hee said
"i havent spoke to my dad in..." I trailed off
Wait! DID he just say DAD???!!!! if it is than that means he is my step brother. Ever since i was young and my mother passed away i hated my father. he was the reason my mother died. he was the bastard who didnt care about me or my mother. Because of him my mother suffered so much. when i moved into his new house he lived with his new wife and two children. The older one was cold but yet very gentle with me. secretly he would smile and give me little treats for me to eat. The reason i am so fat right now is because my father and step mother neglected me at the age of 14 my father sent me out of the house and i was living in this house alone. but the sudden word of "Dad" reminded me of why the smile was so familiar It was him! My Angel! My Gaurdian! My breath! It was Gyun Oppa!
"Gyun Oppa???" i asked in confusion.
"Finally you recognized me Mi hae" gyun Hee said with a smile.
"No way...." i said tears in my eyes
I couldnt help but go up to the guy and hug him tight. i wanted to feel his warmth so much. I was so lonely and yet now i knew nothing would trouble me. I felt safe.
"Alright. Enough with the hugging let's go home. It's getting late" Gyun hee said.
"Yeah. Lets go home" i answered with a huge smile on my face

i want to love (part 8)

Lunch time soon came afterwards and half of the class were gone...All except me, Gyun Hee and the three annoying guys in class. i held on to my lunch box. Embarrased Gyun Hee will see.
"Hey fatty! Take out your lunch!" No mae ordered
"yeah. I'm hungry" Yo tae added
"your not going to finish that lunch box by yourself are you??" hoo bin asked
"if its her yeah she will" No mae laughed
I couldnt say anything. My lips were sealed.
"Why dont you guys just leave her alone?" Gyun Hee said
"Why dont you take a look at that girls lunch box" Hoo bin added
i hid the lunchbox right away. There was no way i was going to show this to hiM! just than Yo tae came by me and snatched my lunch away. he opened my lunchbox and revealed the basket of food.
"Woah! Look at that!" no mae said
"I wouldnt even be able to finish that by myself" Hoo bin said
"hahah. Well than we should just take this. She needs a diet anyways" yo tae said
"Give it back to her" Gyun Hee said in a stern voice
"what are you going to do if i say i dont want to?" hoo bin asked.
Gyun Hee stood up and walked over to Hoo bin. he grabbed him by his collar and said.
"if you want to ruin your life as a star than just try" Gyun Hee warned.

i want to love (part 7)

The bell rang indicating for the class to start. The first class went by realllll slow...it was the one class i despised the most... Math class. i hated math. i sucked at that subject. i wished i could just die when it came to that class. But today i felt secure...The time went by...and soon it was my turn to answer the question. Gyun Hee who had just gone before me had perfectly solved a college question with no hesitation.

"Jang Mi Hae" the teacher called

i slowly walked up to the black chalk borad...

"Hmm... i wonder if her brain is any better than her fat" Hun Hya started

"Who knows?? maybe" No mae joked

i picked up the silk white chalk and stared at the math problem. i didnt understand a thing! i didnt even know the formula for this kind of problem.

"Whats wrong Fatty?? Your brain isnt functioning??" Hoo Bin laughed

"Awww... i Guess she needs her food to keep her brain working" Ho Tae added

Everyone in the class started to laugh. Everyone but one person..Gyun hee...

"Stop this nonsense!" Gyun Hee yelled

As he did so he stood up standing up for ME and walked right up to the black board solved the problem and grabbed my hand and led me to my seat. In confustion and hesitation i followed and the class was silent. The time went by and finally it was my favorite class!! English!! i grew up in America and had been fluent in English at the same time fluent in japanese, spanish, french, italian, and of course korean. I was called out to read a monoulouge from "Juliet Ceaser" and of course there was no mistake in my speaking.