LH Stories

i want to love (part 15)

2009-01-07T18:39:00.000-08:00

As i walked along the seashore i inhaled the ocean air. It smelled sweet yet salty, fresh yet very strange. The seagulls gawed their way on the sand searching for food. I took off my shoes and held them in my hand as i felt the cool water touch my toes. as i walked a couple of lovers were holding eachother's hand kissing at some point. When i saw this it made my face go bright red. i wished so much of walking on the seashore with the one i loved holding his hand. But for now it was just a dream. i walked and walked i walked until i lost myself in my own world. by the time i returned to reality i found that it was already 2:30. i got bored of the seashore and was heading for the resort's excersise room when...
"Alone this time huh?" Hoo bin said slowly approaching me
i froze. why is he here?? is he like stalking me or what??
"Dont worry there is no way i would be interested in you" Hoo bin said as if he had read my mind
i didnt speak and just started to back away from him.
"Why are you backing away?" Hoo bin asked
"Why are you being so nice to me?" i wanted to ask but didnt say anything
"Ah...the air feels good doesnt it?" Hoo bin asked
surprised i just nodded my head "yes"
"Want to walk with me?" Hoo bin asked nicely
i shook my head until it felt like it was about to fall off with a "NO"
"Guess not huh? i mean i have been bothering you...see you around." Hoo bin said with that he just left and walked away.
As he walked away he seemed lonely and hurt. I didnt know why but i could help but feel bad for him. He reminded me of me. With Hoo bin still in my mind i walked into the excersise room. There i started to run like a maniac on the machine. all the memories i tried to forget were returning to me. From the day my mother left to the father who got remarried and his step children bugging me to the fatness of myself to the bullying in school to the crazy dieting. It just all came to me in a rush and gave me a headache. i dont know how long i ran on the machine but by the time i was off i had lost 600 calories and it was already 3:30.
i rushed up to the room and ran into the bathroom. I had to meet Gyun hee at the lobby by 4. if i dont get there on time he would probably worry so in a rush i started to put shampoo on my hair applying conditioner and washing up, drying, dressing up and heading out the door. by the time i reached the lobby Gyun hee was waiting for me with a worried expression. shoot. Did i come to late?
"Mi hae... You could have at least dry your hair." Gyun hee said worriedly
"Ops..." i managed to say
"Hungry? Let's go" Gyun Hee said
"what are we having for lunch?" i asked excitedly
"You'll see. I think you will enjoy it." Gyun hee said with a smile
Yup! this was what i wanted to do for the whole three days while we were here. be in peace. Enjoy life and to be loved.

i want to love (part 14)

2009-01-03T13:24:00.000-08:00

i sat by Gyun Hee ignoring the five who had followed. i wondered why they were there and wondered if we were headed to the same location. I mean Jae Joo do is big right?? they cant possibly be going to the same location right? i wasnt sure and that would have to wait. I fell asleep after a while and woke up by the shake of Gyun Hee.
"We will be arriving shortly." Gyun hee said
"Hmmm??? How long was i asleep?" i asked still eyes closed
"About 4 hours" Gyun Hee said
"Ah...You serious???" i asked sleepily slowly opening my eyes
"Yeah. As soon as we get there we can check in at the hotel" Gyun hee said
"O.k..." i said
We arrived shortly and for sure all of us ended up being at the same hotel. Gyun Hee and i went into the hotel and Gyun hee checked in one room. While the five checked in three rooms.
"Only one room??" i asked following Gyun hee towards the elevator
"Yeah. We are sharing" Gyun Hee answered with a smile
"Sharing???!!!!" i asked surprised
"Uh huh. We are only staying here for three days, i didnt want to waste money..." Gyun Hee said shyly
We were lifted up to the 13th floor by the elevator and Gyun Hee guided me to our room. As soon as i opened the door i found myself in a royal suite.
"Is this for real??....." i asked surprised by the view.
"Yup! you can get a great view of the ocean here" Gyun hee said
"Wah~~~ so pretty!!" i said
"Well i'm going to change and head out for the shoot. if you want to you can come with me" gyun hee said
"Ah...No..it's ok i'll just walk around" i said
"than we will have lunch together o.k?" Gyun Hee said
"Alright.. Call me when you are done" i said
"Yeah. i will." Gyun hee answered with his cute smile
gyun hee washed up, changed his clothes and headed out while i explored the huge suite. i went out to the balcony and breathed in the fresh ocean air.
"Hmmm...So we are neighbors huh?" a voice said
i turned and looked. it was my enemy, Hoo bin i stared at him with a dumbfounded expression. i knew we were in the same hotel but why did we have to be neighbors!
"you dont have to stare at me i know i'm handsome" Hoo bin said concietedly
i didnt speak.
"Well i'm off than. Enjoy!" hoo bin said. "I'll probably see you around" He added and left
Did he just say "See you around?" i didnt want to see him. i came to Jae Joo do to have some peace to have some freedom but to be stuck my worst nightmares??! you got to be kidding me!! i let out a sigh and left the balcony i was going to meet up with gyun Hee at 4 it was only 1:30 i had time to kill and so i also changed and headed out for the ocean

i want to love (part 13)

2009-01-02T09:06:00.000-08:00

Another day had gone and another night fell. Gyun Hee and I would wake up at 5 and excersise until 6. Go to school by 7 and end at 3 come home by 4 and have dinner(gyun Hee would) and go excersise again. this routine kept me busy and at the same time helped me loose weight. My goal was to loose the 290 pound i have into 110. For the time being the three annoying bastards and the two perky females left me alone. Spring break started and i started on my plan.
"Spring break starts from today. What are you planning to do?" Gyun Hee asked
"planning to loose weight" i answered directly.
"Hmmm i see. Well i have a shoot to go to." gyun hee said
"Have fun!" i said enthusiastically.
"Umm....i was going to ask if you wanted to come with me" Gyun Hee said
"Wont i be a bother?" i asked
"No! Not at all!" Gyun Hee said
"but...Wont you be embarrassed going with me?" i asked
"Of course not! it's only three days and two nights!" Gyun hee said
"Well...o.k than" i said
"We will be leaving tomorrow so hurry up and pack!" gyun hee said excited.
As instructed i went up to my room and started to pack my overly large t-shirts and pants. i havent noticed, but lately i had lost alot of weight. from the 290 i had from the start i was 260. The diet menu and exercise gyun hee made me do was really helpful. That night we headed out as usual breathing in the deep night air and running through town with the moon and stars. i was accustomed to the morning and night exercises as well as the celery and fruit menu with no dinner. Morining came by fast and i rose once again to the lovely smell of Gyun hee's cooking.
"Morning gyun oppa" i said as i head down the stairs sleepily.
"Moring Mi hae. You ready to go?" Gyun Hee asked
i looked at our front door and found two luggages. Mine and Gyun hee's. We were to go to Jae Joo do for Gyun Hee's photo shoot. since he was a well known actor/singer we were to go in a private plane.
"hurry up and eat your breakfast or we will miss our plane" gyun hee said
"O.K!" i said excited that i will be going on a trip to where i never have gone to.
We ate our breakfast quickly and Gyun hee drove to the airport where our private plane awaited us. the private plane consisted of the staff members and some other actors. What i didnt like about this private plane was that it signaled me to have another nightmare. Besides the staff members and Gyun hee the five people i didnt want to see for the rest of break were sitting there.

i want to love (part 12)

2009-01-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

We headed out the door. Gyun Hee and I. Side by side we walked to school together. I had a feeling that it will be a great day. No one will bother me as long as Gyun hee is there and also i was proud since i lost a little bit of weight. I had the determination of going back to the girl i was. Skinny, tall, and cute looking. For the sake of Gyun Hee i was going to meet this goal. As we entered the classroom all eyes fell upon us. Mutter was going around the room and curiousity was spreading around.
"Look, Look, Its Jang Mi hae" one student started
"She has the nerves to come here with Gyun Hee" another gilr said
"Jae soo upsa (what a b****)" said another girl.
i walked through the muttering and chattering and followed Gyun Hee to our seats. Class started soon after and i just awaited for the day to go by. Math, English, Social Studies, than Lunch...
Lunch time came and i sat quietly as Gyun hee unwrapped his lunch and signaled me to open mine. I slowly opened my lunch which held only celery and fruits.
"What's for lunch today?" Hoo bin asked
"Oh. What a surprise, it's not the usual" Yo tae started
"Dont mind them" Gyun Hee said
"What is this? You guys switched lunch or something?" No mae asked
"Oh My! Look at fatty trying to loose weight" Myun Ha started
"She could try all she want but she wont loose that fat" Hun Hya added
"Just eat. Dont pay attention to them" Gyun hee said
I was about to take my first bite when Myun Ha and Hun Hya came over and knocked my food over. i was growing in rage. That was the first lunch someone had made for me ever since my mother's death!
"Oops. My hands must have slipped" Hun Hya said
"I guess there is no choice but to eat it off the floor" Myun Ha said
"That will be a good sight to see" Hoo bin said
"Why dont you get on your knees and hand and lick it off the floor??" No mae joked
i who couldnt do anything stayed silent. I remembered that i will get back at them when i grew older. Gyun Hee who was watching beside me stood up and calmly walked over to the two girls.
"Why dont you guys pick that up for me?" gyun Hee asked in a sweet voice
Girls could never resist Gyun hee's request and so Myun ha and Hun Hya quickly picked up the food.
"Thank you." Gyun Hee said again in a sweet voice.
"idiots." Hoo bin said silently.
"here you go Mi hae you can share with me" Gyun hee said handing me his portion of salad.
Once again there were eyes staring at me daggers piercing through me. i felt the heat of jealousy and the rage of madness. I thought when will this torture end? Even if i had Gyun Hee now, he wont be with me forever. he has his life to take and i have mine. i had to make a decision. and that was to loose weight during the spring break. We had two months in our break and so the decision was made. i was going to loose weight and show the ones how much i changed. make those who laughed at me pay for laughing. and so another day went by with just another day before my start of plan.

i want to love (part 11)

2008-12-29T16:15:00.000-08:00

We stepped into the night. The air was cold but yet wonderful. the full light of the moon and the stars shining up above us.
"Come on Mi Hae!" gyun hee said already walking a few feet ahead
"Wait up!" i yelled catching up to him.
We started to walk around the block talking about the past three years we have missed and how we have been. After twenty minutes we were digested and we started our jogging. We jogged and jogged until we were both out of breath.(especially me) ㅠ.ㅠ when we reached the first two steps of our house i couldnt move another step. but with the support of my brother i was able to go up the stairs to my room.
"Great job today" Gyun hee said helping me on my bed
"Do we have to do this everyday??" i asked
"Yup. this is the only way to loose weight and keep your body fit and healthy" gyun hee said professionaly
"dont you have any work today. you will be tired right" i said making excuses
" i am never tired in helping my sister" gyun hee said proudly
"good night oppa" i said with a sigh
"good night Mi Hae" gyun hee whispered
Without me knowing i have fallen asleep and was woken up by the morning sun. My whole body was aching from the sudden excersise and i couldnt get up. i heard my name from the distance but couldnt get myself out of my bed
"JANG MI HAE!!!!" Gyun hee called from the distance
"Mom....just for another minute" i said still eyes closed
"YOU ARE GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!" Gyun Hee called
i forced myself out of bed and walked into the bathroom where i looked at myself in the mirror. In the mirror facing me was a girl. Messy hair, blubber fat, no sex appeal but on her were loose clothes. i looked down at myself. Surely the tight XXL shirt and pants were loose on me! This was unbelievable! I rushed through washing my face and brushing my teeth and slipped on my uniform. Even my uniform fit easily!!! i ran down the stair case and into the living room
"Gyun OPPA!!!" i cried with joy
"What's up with the energetic attitude this morning?" gyun hee asked
"oppa i lost weight!!! My uniform fits me easily now!!" i said complimenting myself
"I told you. If you try you can do it" Gyun hee complimented.
"what's for breakfast?" I asked eager and hungry
"salad" Gyun he answerd simply
"salad.....again???" i said
"until you loose weight" Gyun Hee reminded.
"for lunch???" i asked hope in my voice
"This" he said holding up a small packed lunch
"that's it??? than whose is that???" i asked pointing to a medium sized lunch box"
"Mine of course" gyun hee answered with a huge smile
So at the end we ended having salad for breakfast and we headed out the door for another "great" day. Well at least i hoped to be a better day than the other days i have experienced. With Gyun Hee by my side i was sure it would be a great day.

i want to love (part 10)

2008-12-29T16:00:00.000-08:00

i hurridly opened the door for my step brother. i was so happy. there were no words to express this feeling.
"Hurry up and go change" Gyun hee said
"O.k i'll be down in a minute and than i'll cook something for you" i said proudly
"no it's o.k i will cook today but starting tomorrow no dinner" Gyun Hee said
"NO DINNER???!!!! WHY???!!!" i whined
"i am going to help you loose weight" Gyun hee said
"but.. oppa i tried everything, i tried excersising, i tried eating a little and i even tried not eating for a day" i said
"You probably tried but ended up eating alot at the end right??" gyun hee said
"how did you know???" i asked
"i know you well. Just go up and get changed. After dinner we are going to go run" Gyun hee said
"Ah... i dont want to" i whined
"Jang Mi hae you will loose weight! i know you could do it you were so skinny before i believe you" gyun Hee said
With that he entered the room i appointed him to and i headed to my room. while changing i started to think. Thats right i could do it and if gyun oppa wants me to i would. after quickly changing i stepped downstairs and was greeted by an extordinary smell of food. I entered the kitchen and was surprised to see what lay on the table before me
"OH MY GOSH" i exclaimed
"Enjoy your dinner" Gyun Hee said
i sat down right away and reached my hand for the meat when gyun hee stopped me and handed me a plate full of carrots, tomatoes, and celery.
"this is your dinner" Gyun Hee said
"What??!! than what is all this food for" i asked
"Of course it's for me" Gyun Hee explained
i couldnt believe it. I was stucke with celery while Gyun ate all the extrodinary food???? was he joking??? i wanted to cry but i reminded myself that i had to loose weight and ate with a complain. Our dinner time went by fast and the dishes were washed, dried, and put away
"Alright Mi Hae. Let's go" gyun hee said
"Huh??? go where" i asked
"Dont try to get out of it. I told you we were going to go running" Gyun Hee said
"But we just ate!!!" i made and excuse
"Dont worry we will walk around the block for digestion and than we will start jogging" Gyun Hee explained patiently
"Alright...." i said following Gyun hee out the door and into the dark night

i want to love (part 9)

2008-12-29T15:49:00.000-08:00

hoo bin didnt say another word. instead he just fell silent and left me alone. The day went by fast and the classes have ended. i started to walk home. Gyun hee who had never once left my side was walking with me. i finally got the courage to speak
"Why are you following me?" i asked
"I'm not following you" Gyun Hee answered
"Do you live around this area?" i asked again
"yeah. Didnt dad tell you that i was going to live with you?" gyun hee said
"i havent spoke to my dad in..." I trailed off
Wait! DID he just say DAD???!!!! if it is than that means he is my step brother. Ever since i was young and my mother passed away i hated my father. he was the reason my mother died. he was the bastard who didnt care about me or my mother. Because of him my mother suffered so much. when i moved into his new house he lived with his new wife and two children. The older one was cold but yet very gentle with me. secretly he would smile and give me little treats for me to eat. The reason i am so fat right now is because my father and step mother neglected me at the age of 14 my father sent me out of the house and i was living in this house alone. but the sudden word of "Dad" reminded me of why the smile was so familiar It was him! My Angel! My Gaurdian! My breath! It was Gyun Oppa!
"Gyun Oppa???" i asked in confusion.
"Finally you recognized me Mi hae" gyun Hee said with a smile.
"No way...." i said tears in my eyes
I couldnt help but go up to the guy and hug him tight. i wanted to feel his warmth so much. I was so lonely and yet now i knew nothing would trouble me. I felt safe.
"Alright. Enough with the hugging let's go home. It's getting late" Gyun hee said.
"Yeah. Lets go home" i answered with a huge smile on my face

i want to love (part 8)

2008-12-20T06:02:00.001-08:00

Lunch time soon came afterwards and half of the class were gone...All except me, Gyun Hee and the three annoying guys in class. i held on to my lunch box. Embarrased Gyun Hee will see.
"Hey fatty! Take out your lunch!" No mae ordered
"yeah. I'm hungry" Yo tae added
"your not going to finish that lunch box by yourself are you??" hoo bin asked
"if its her yeah she will" No mae laughed
I couldnt say anything. My lips were sealed.
"Why dont you guys just leave her alone?" Gyun Hee said
"Why dont you take a look at that girls lunch box" Hoo bin added
i hid the lunchbox right away. There was no way i was going to show this to hiM! just than Yo tae came by me and snatched my lunch away. he opened my lunchbox and revealed the basket of food.
"Woah! Look at that!" no mae said
"I wouldnt even be able to finish that by myself" Hoo bin said
"hahah. Well than we should just take this. She needs a diet anyways" yo tae said
"Give it back to her" Gyun Hee said in a stern voice
"what are you going to do if i say i dont want to?" hoo bin asked.
Gyun Hee stood up and walked over to Hoo bin. he grabbed him by his collar and said.
"if you want to ruin your life as a star than just try" Gyun Hee warned.

i want to love (part 7)

2008-12-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

The bell rang indicating for the class to start. The first class went by realllll slow...it was the one class i despised the most... Math class. i hated math. i sucked at that subject. i wished i could just die when it came to that class. But today i felt secure...The time went by...and soon it was my turn to answer the question. Gyun Hee who had just gone before me had perfectly solved a college question with no hesitation.

"Jang Mi Hae" the teacher called

i slowly walked up to the black chalk borad...

"Hmm... i wonder if her brain is any better than her fat" Hun Hya started

"Who knows?? maybe" No mae joked

i picked up the silk white chalk and stared at the math problem. i didnt understand a thing! i didnt even know the formula for this kind of problem.

"Whats wrong Fatty?? Your brain isnt functioning??" Hoo Bin laughed

"Awww... i Guess she needs her food to keep her brain working" Ho Tae added

Everyone in the class started to laugh. Everyone but one person..Gyun hee...

"Stop this nonsense!" Gyun Hee yelled

As he did so he stood up standing up for ME and walked right up to the black board solved the problem and grabbed my hand and led me to my seat. In confustion and hesitation i followed and the class was silent. The time went by and finally it was my favorite class!! English!! i grew up in America and had been fluent in English at the same time fluent in japanese, spanish, french, italian, and of course korean. I was called out to read a monoulouge from "Juliet Ceaser" and of course there was no mistake in my speaking.

i want to love (part 6)

2008-11-29T06:58:00.000-08:00

I woke up with a start. i didnt want to go to school. i knew what was waiting for me . i dressed quietly and started to eat in silence, always eating alone. i started up to school feeling down as always i had a feeling that today it was going to be and ok day. i entered class as usual and sat quietly at my desk.
"Hey fatty!" No mae started
"Wow!!! No big breakfast today??" Yo Tae added
"Now guys lets not get started so early in the morning"hoo bin added
The bell rang and everyone sat down quietly. i wanted to get the school day over with and was wishing hard to let time go by fast. that was when our teacher came in and said
"Class we have a new transfer student today"
Everyone looked up exvcept for me. Guys were gazing and girls were screaming. i didnt really care. Like even if i looked he/she will have an eye for me. but it surprised me when...
"Class this is Choi Gyun Hee" the teacher introduced.
"Nice to meet you my name is Gyun hee just call me Gyun." the boy said.
I still didnt looke up when until
"Hm.....Gyun Hee you may sit next to Hemi" the teacher directed.
"No... i would like to sit next to Jang Mi Hae." the boy answered.
That was when i looked up and found my eyes upon his. he had dark eyes that mesmerized my whole body, paralyzing it making me tremble. It was a felling i never felt before but at the same time it amazed me. No one in class wanted to sit next to me but him...Who was he??
"OH MY GOSH!!! ISNT THAT GYUN HEE THE TOP STAR!!" hun hya squealed.
"He is the one and only rival Hoo bin approves of..." No mae said.
"Uh...Oh..." Yo tae stared.
"hello Gyun Hee" Hoo bin said cooly.
"Its been a while Hoo Bin" Gyun hee answered.
After a breif moment of silence Gyun Hee quietly slid next to my seat and gave me a warm smile. A smile i remebered. A smile i knew. A smile i couldnt realize from where.

i want to love (part 5)

2008-11-23T16:28:00.000-08:00

The classes continued and the day went by. I was on my way home, thinking deeply of what to do with my life. When I heard a fight. I turned a corner and found three guys beating up one guy. He looked about my age, although I was treated like an animal, I couldn’t watch people get hurt. Stupidly I ran towards the fight.
“STOP RIGHT THERE!!!!” I yelled.
“What the…???” one of the guys turned and said.
“IF YOU GO ANY FURTHER, I’M GOING TO CALL THE POLICE!!!”
“Police? Huh?? Go ahead” the other guy said.
“YOU THINK I CANT??? FINE THAN I’M GOING TO DIAL RIGHT NOW!!!” I yelled and started to dial the number.
“Hey… She really is going to call the police” One of the guys flinched.
“No she won’t….” the others said.
“ HELLO??? IS THIS THE POLICE STATION??? THERE IS THIS…” I started
“Hey! Let’s get out of here!” one of the guys shouted.
“YOUR’RE LUCKY TODAY BASTARD!!!” one of the guys said while running away.
HAH! What wimps! I only pretended to call the police and they just left?? Well that wasn’t the problem here. I ran towards the injured Teenage boy and helped him up.
“Are you o.k?” I asked.
“Yeah… I’m fine” the boy answered.
“Ah… good thing you’re ok…” I sighed.
“Umm… thanks for saving me…” the boy said
“No problem… well take care than.” I said and started to run off.
“Hey! Wait!! What’s your name??” the boy exclaimed.
“My name is Jang Mi Hae!” I answered, turning around.
“What school???!!!” The boy asked again.
“Celeb High” I answered as I turned and ran.
“Celeb High?? Huh” the boy said.

i want to love (part 4)

2008-11-23T16:23:00.001-08:00

“Hmmm… Really??” Hoo bin asked in a cool voice.
“Let me introduce you to our toy Hoo Bin.” Yo Tae started.
“This is our human toy Jang Mi Hae” No mae introduced.
“Hmmm… I see.” Hoo bin answered.
“We don’t need to worry about our lunches since She will be taking care of that for us.” Yo Tae snickered
“She always has this huge lunch box with her.” No Mae laughed.
“Now, Now… it’s not nice to make fun of a girl” Hoo Bin said.
“A GIRL????” No mae exclaimed
“WHO???? HER????” Yo tae asked.
“Oh… now that I look at her carefully, that is not a girl but a pig? No wait is it a cow?? No it must be an OX!!!” Hoo bin laughed.
“Whew… You scared me for a second there.” Yo tae said.
“I thought you lost your mind in England” No mae laughed.
I grew furious. For a second I felt really impressed. But to think that the famous almighty actor was standing up for me. Just made me feel dumb. What was I even thinking? There was no way that a guy like him would ever stand up for me. I just clenched onto my chubby fists and stayed silent.
“Hey YoU!” Hoo Bin directed towards me
I didn’t answer.
“He’s calling you Fatty.” Yo Tae snickered.
I looked up slowly and answered. “Yes….”
“I haven’t eaten anything since I came here. Give me your lunch box” Hoo bin said.
I slowly took my lunchbox towards Hoo bin. But that bastard threw my food as soon as I was close to him.
“Oops! I guess you have to eat your lunch off the floor” Hoo bin smiled.
“My. My you should pick up the food fatty or it’s going to mess up my shoe.” Yo tae said.
As he was saying this, No mae purposely stepped on the food that was spilt upon the floor.
“Now Look! My shoe got dirty!” No mae wailed.
“Make her clean it up for you No mae” Hoo bin suggested.
“She should clean it up for me. Fatty lick it off my shoe” No mae commanded.
I was not a dog! I was a human being. No matter how fat I was or how ugly I looked I was still a breathing human being. That was something I could never do!
“What are you waiting for?” No mae asked
“Hurry up and lick it!” Yo tae commanded.
The bell rang at that moment and I was saved. I really hated this kind of school life but I was not going to give up just because of some stupid jerks.
“Ah…forget it… the teacher will be here soon. “ Hoo bin said.
“I guess there is no choice.” Yo tae said
“You better watch your back!” No mae warned me.

i want to love (part 3)

2008-11-19T16:22:00.000-08:00

Myun Ha and Hun Hya. The most annoying girls I met in my whole life. Supposedly they are engaged to No Mae and Yo Tae. If I ever get a chance to I think it would be these two that I get back at first. These two were the masterminds in what was done to me. IF they said something the whole class would follow as if a servant following the Queens commands. I despised these two the most.
“Well don’t even think about getting near Hoo bin fatty!” Myun Ha said
“Hoo bin wouldn’t even look at her” Yo Tae said.
“True. But what if she tries doing something to Hoo Bin??” Hun Hya asked.
“Hmm.. thinking about another guy while your fiancé is still alive Hun Hya?” No Mae asked
“No… I’m just worrying for him as your friend.” Hun Hya answered
“Ah… I really don’t want to go to work today” Myun Ha whined
“Don’t worry. You have a photo shoot today don’t you?? I’ll be there” Yo Tae smiled.
“You better be” Myun Ha answered back.
The bell rang and everyone was gone. Except a few students who didn’t have school until later in the afternoon. And of course Yo Tae and No Mae stayed. Shortly Gang Hoo bin arrived. He silently came in to the classroom. Standing tall, Face stern and hair gelled.
“Hoo Bin! It’s been a while man” No Mae said
“Yeah… How have you guys been?” Hoo bin asked
“we are fine. We got a new student in our class” Yo Tae said.
That was right… I was the new student. It was my first year in Celeb High. I just knew who Hoo bin was since he was that much famous. But never expected to be in the same class until two days ago when all the girls were squealing about Hoo Bin’s return.

i want to love (part 2)

2008-11-16T18:14:00.000-08:00

“I don’t know how you even got into this school” they would say
“How did you even think of becoming an actor?” another questioned.
Ever since I was 6 I have always admired the actors on movies and dramas. I always dreamed of becoming like them being able to express myself able to get the love of fan members. I studied really hard to get into Celeb High. When I got my acceptance I was so excited I was so proud that I was one step closer to my dream, but when I entered Celeb High I was just a laughing stock to my classmates. Our classes had 8 periods but most of the students weren’t in class since they were all out doing their job. The longest time I ever seen them was up to 4th period. After that everyone was gone. We had lunch at 12 which was 3rd period. And every time I took out my lunch box they would all laugh at me, make fun of me and then criticize me of my fatness. It continued on like this and I was pretty much used to all of them that was, until one day we had a transfer student. The popular top star actor Gang Hoo Bin. Hoo Bin wasn’t really a transfer student we just thought of him as a transfer student since he was away in England doing a movie shoot. He was the center of attention of all the girls and of the whole school. His mother was a well known writer and his father was a well known director, his brother a famous lawyer and his sister a famous news announcer. His family was like a royal family which no one could stand against. His two friends Park No Mae and Kim Yo Tae were equally rich and very arrogant. While Hoo Bin was away No Mae and Yo Tae would make my life miserable, I was like their slave or more like a human toy they could play with. Hoo Bin did not know me, and neither did I know him. I was mostly silent in class and so there wasn’t much to talk about anyway.
“Hey Fatty!” No Mae started.
“What’s the matter? Why aren’t you answering?” Yo tae asked.
“Yes…?” I answered in a low voice.
“What do you have for lunch today?” No Mae asked.
“My mom didn’t pack me any lunch so can you share some with me?” Yo Tae asked.
“Don’t ask the fatty Yo Tae you don’t want to become like her do you?” a girl asked.
“Ah.. No Mae I packed you lunch today. Why would you want to take her food?” another girl said.
“Sorry, Sorry” Yo Tae said.
“Yo Tae! What time is Hoo Bin coming?” No Mae asked.
“Hmm… He should be here soon.” Yo Tae answered.
“Kya! Hoo Bin is coming today?!” all the girls asked.
“Yeah. He should be here for 5th period.” No Mae answered.
“Ah. Not Fair! I have to go to work!” a girl whined.
“Fatty is lucky. She doesn’t have any work to go to” Myun Ha said.
“It’s because there is no one who would take in a fatty like her” Hun Hya said

i want to love (part 1)

2008-11-15T07:47:00.000-08:00

I didn’t care how many times they made fun of me. Didn’t give a damn about how they thought of me. I just wanted to go on with my dream, my goal, my life.
“Fatty! Fatty!” the students teased.
“Look at her! She’s so ugly!” one girl said.
I couldn’t argue. It was the truth. I was fat. I was ugly. No one wanted to be friends with me. They just all teased. Wearing glasses, hair tied up, blubber fat sticking out and clothes that is all ragged and dirty. That was me.
“Look! She bought a whole buffet with her for lunch” one boy said.
“Jang Mi Hae why don’t you share that with us? There is enough for all of us right?” one girl snickered.
I buried my face in my arms embarrassed. It wasn’t my fault that I couldn’t control the way I ate. If I wasn’t full I would get cranky. No matter how much I ate I would get hungry after an hour. It was like a disease I couldn’t get rid of, a disease with no cure.
“What did your mom pack for you today?” they all laughed together.
“Don’t you dare mock my mom!” was what I wanted to say but I didn’t have the courage, no right. Everyone who attended Celeb High School was skinny, tall, pretty, handsome, and wealthy. Each and every one of them had a job of being a model, singer, actor and dancer. They all had a talent; they were all recruited to a job. Except for me. No one would want a fatty in their agency.
“I don’t know how you even got into this school” they would say
“How did you even think of becoming an actor?” another questioned.

Loving You-please enjoy this poem while you wait

2008-11-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

If I never met you, than will we be together
The secrets that we hold will it bond us forever
I looked to the right and you looked to the left
But when we met we were on separate ways.
I watched your back while you left
You watched me leave with my back turned to you
Loving you is really hard
Loving you I regret
Loving you Loving you
I thought you were a devil but really an angel
I thought you despised me but really loved me
What is really you
Who is the one I truly love
Loving you is really hard
Loving you I regret
Loving you Loving you
This is how it all began
Loving you with all my heart
Loving you with all my soul
Loving you until I cry
Loving you day and night
Loving you my devil

Devils hell (Part 11)

2008-11-09T16:26:00.000-08:00

The two days went by fast and finally the day arrived. Tae Woo went out for some reason I didn’t even know of but it was a great opportunity for me to get ready for the party. I started to bake the cake the food and started to blow the balloons. The whole house was empty so I spent a while preparing for everything. After the surprise was set up Tae Woo entered. The whole house was dark and no one was home. “Jung Min!!” Tae woo called out. I stayed quiet and when he was about to step up to the stairs I turned on the light and cried out “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!” Tae woo was surprised for sure for he was speechless. “What is all this??” Tae woo asked coldly. “It’s a surprise party sir…” I answered. The respond that I got from him wasn’t the respond I was expecting. He just looked at me coldly and I started “I’ll clean it up right away sir.” I started to wrap up the party when Tae woo said “Leave it.” I looked up to face him that now he was smiling shyly. I didn’t quite understand the meaning of “Leave it” but I did what I was told. He signaled me to come and I slowly walked towards him.
As I walked towards Tae woo my heart started to beat again. When I reached him my heart was pounding. Without taking a step towards Tae woo, afraid that he will hear by pounding heart I waited. This time Tae woo was the one who took a step closer and grabbed me into his arms. In surprise I looked up to find Tae woo’s crying face. Without realizing I reached up and wiped away his tears. When I did realize I quickly pulled my hand away. Tae woo looked down at me and finally said “Thank You”. Tae woo still didn’t let go of me for awhile until I had to let him know that I couldn’t breath. Soon after we celebrated and when it became time to blow out the candles Tae Woo said loudly “I wish that Jung Min will go out with me”. hearing this I was stunned yet very, extremely happy. “What is your answer Jung Min?” Tae woo asked.
We were silent for a moment and then I answered “Yes.” Tae woo grabbed me once more and embraced me into his arms. He traced his lips from my forehead to my mouth, and I could feel my heart pounding but his heart beating faster. With a startle I moved away looked up into his eyes and asked “Wouldn’t it be trouble if your fiancé found out that you were going out with me?” He answered “Fiancé? I never considered her my future wife. No one but you.” I started again “But what about the school? They think I am a guy!” and once again he answered “Don’t worry about it. When the time comes we will let them know.” With this one sentence he slipped his tongue into my mouth. After that I don’t even remember what had happened. All I knew was that I had fallen in love with the devil. The devil who never hated me. The devil who never liked me. He was the devil that loved me. And I who have fallen into the devils hell have also fallen in love with the Devil.

Devils hell (Part 10)

2008-11-09T16:06:00.000-08:00

The long school day was over and now we were heading towards the house. I opened my mouth to say something but once again interrupted.. ”Jung Min..” Tae woo started. “yes young master…” I answered. He was quiet for a quite long time and than startled me with his question. “Jung min my birthday is coming up soon… and I was wondering if we can celebrate together… just the two of us…” He finally said. I was shocked out of all the people he knew why had he asked me?? Why not his future fiancé Chae rim or his best friend Sung Min… but me???? “Just the two of us sir??” I asked. “yes just the two of us.. I want to spend more quality time with you.” He answered. What do you mean by Quality time I started.. ”Shouldn’t you spend the birthday with Chae Rim?? She is your future wife.” I started. “Future Wife??? Don’t make me laugh… Getting married to someone I don’t even love is not real marriage.” He answered. For some reason when he was saying this one phrase he had a face full of pain and sorrow something he didn’t want to happen but no choice but to happen. “If its your wish young master ill spend the birthday with you” I managed to say. “Thank you” was his final reply. That same night I lied down on my bed thinking…. What should I get him for his birthday?? It was two weeks away and I really couldn’t afford to get him anything expensive especially since I just spent a whole bunch of money buying a watch for Sung Min. I thought about it all night and finally came up with a great solution. I was going to throw him a Surprise Party. Since young I always wished to celebrate a party full of surprises and the two weeks was the perfect time.
The days went by fast and our two week spring break started. During the first week I was busy buying ingredients and supplies for the party. I had less time to interact with Tae woo and soon he got suspicious of my actions. “Hey Jung Min!” Tae woo started “yes Young Master…” “About the birthday party umm…” he started “ Sorry young Master, Han asked me to do something so I’m busy at the moment.” I started in a hurry it was now only two days before the great event so I had no time to waste.

Devils hell (Part 9)

2008-11-08T15:09:00.000-08:00

The long night passed and the next day came by. When I woke up I found the necklace placed on my neck. It was a beautiful necklace, looked like half of a wing and it was white. I dressed up and headed towards Tae woos room it was almost time to go to school so I had to wake him up. When I arrived at his door I couldn’t make myself to knock on the door. When I finally got the courage I gave a small knock but there was no answer. I knocked a little louder and there was still no answer. I slowly opened the door and entered Tae Woos room. In his room he was sound asleep in his bed with the morning sunshine shining on him he was glowing. I walked slowly towards his bedside and saw his part of wing necklace in black on his neck. I reached my hand out to wake him up when he pulled me and hugged me tight. He whispered “Don’t ever leave me” I figured he was sleep talking and gently pushed him away saying “Master it’s time to get up.” Instantly Tae woo got up, looked at me once and headed towards the bathroom.
It was an awkward morning. We ate breakfast in silence and even on the way to school. When we arrived the students lined up to greet Tae woo and just like always Sung min greeted me with a big welcome. “Jung Min!!!!” Sung min shouted. “Hey!! Hyung!!” I shouted back. “How are you feeling??” He asked. “I’m fine…” I answered. As usual Tae woo walked Chae Rim to class and I headed towards the classroom with Sung Min. The day went by quickly and I still wondered who Tae woo was speaking to in his dream. I got curious each time I thought about it and the more I thought about it the more I worried. Wasn’t Sung min the one I liked, but why was I worrying for Tae Woo? Soon lunch time came and I was heading towards the school store when Tae woo stopped me from my tracks. He called out my name and I turned around. He had a face flushed red and was silent after a call. We headed towards the school store together I grabbed for a sweet melon bread while he grabbed one for himself. Without a warning he paid for the melon buns. I ate them gratefully but wondered what it all meant. I was confused but at the same time the feeling I had before returned again. The beating heart. Beating one beat by one beat. Loud enough that someone could hear it. I was lost in curiosity I wanted to ask him why he was acting this way. Did he not know that doing this will make me want to be away from him more?? Or did he want me to stay away from him?? “Young..” I started but soon was interrupted by Chae Rim… “Tae Woo Oppa!!!!” Chae Rim yelled. Tae woo turned to me gave a quick smile and headed towards Chae Rim. Soon after Sung Min came and we headed to our class.

Devils hell (Part 8)

2008-11-08T14:45:00.000-08:00

“Jung Min!!! We’re leaving hurry up!! Tae woo started. “Coming!!” I yelled back. The day had passed and we were heading back to Seoul. It was a weekend so I was planning to just go home and take a long rest. But the long rest came to a crash when we arrived. Everyone was gone… no maid, no cook, no bodyguard, nobody not even butler Han. “HUH????!! Where is everyone????!!!” I started.

“Don’t you remember?? Today is the day where everyone gets a day off…” Tae woo started. “I didn’t know about this!” I yelled. “You didn’t?? I thought I told you” Tae woo answered back. This little devil he did it on purpose! He knew and yet didn’t say anything!! ARRRR!! Ill get him one day!! “Jung min I’m hungry prepare something to eat” tae woo started. Cooking was one of my specialties since young I cooked for myself, “Ok master. Will you be taking a shower first??” I asked “Uh huh so have it ready by than.” Tae woo said. “sure sure..” I answered weakly. Tae woo started upstairs and I headed to the kitchen. Hmm… what should I make for him?? AH!! I know I should make Kim Chi jigae!! Since Tae woo was from a rich family he only ate “rich food” he probably never tasted the traditional Korean food!! I started to slice up some Kim chi I had secretly left in the refrigerator and boiled the water and added some meat and tofu. 30 minutes passed and the table was set with two bowls of rice and some ban Chan (Korean appetizer) and the Kim chi jigae. Tae woo came down the stairs and sat down at the table. “Enjoy young master!” I cried out in cheer. “It does smell good…” Tae woo started. “Just try it! You’ll love it!!!” I exclaimed. Tae woo took his spoon and took a sip of the soup. “How is it??” I asked. “Not bad” He answered. Not bad??? What does he mean by that?? Jeez… we both ate in silence and after the finished dinner I started to do the dishes. Suddenly while my hands were soaked with water and soap, Tae woo came up behind me and put something on my neck. I looked down to see what it was and saw that it was the necklace that I have gotten at Sung Min’s party. “It is for a couple after all” he whispered. “But.. shouldn’t you give this to Chae Rin???” I asked. “It was for us so there is no need to give it to her.” Tae woo answered. My heart started to beat again. What was this feeling? I hated it and yet liked it. After finishing the dishes I headed towards my room and started to wonder what he meant…”It was for us” he said…”It was for us…”

Devils hell (Part 7)

2008-10-30T19:08:00.000-07:00

It has been a long day and I was ready to just fall and go to bed…..For some reason all the rooms were a single bed and it was always a pair…..I ended up being with Tae woo which I wasn’t surprised with….I entered the room and went into the showers before Tae woo showed up. I was in deep thought when I heard a familiar voice. “Hey Jung Min is Tae woo in here?” It was Sung min’s voice. His voice was coming closer and closer and until he had reached the bathroom door! What was I going to do??? If Sung min found out that I was a girl right now he would be really mad!!! He will feel so betrayed!!!! “Hey Jung min…are you in the showers???” I couldn’t say a word…I was frozen…. Sung min was just about to pull the curtains to see if I was there when….”I’m here what’s up?” tae woo asked. “oh nothing” just wanted to see if everything is alright with Jung min.” Sung min answered. “Everything is fine is that all?? Than can you please leave I’m a little tired out at the moment” Tae woo said. “Yeah sure…..” and Sung Min left the room. I wrapped myself in a towel and stepped out of the bathroom into the room. “What’s wrong with you! What would you have done if I didn’t come into the room in time????!!!” Tae woo yelled. Jung Min ignored him and just started to walk towards her suitcase. “Hey! Answer me!” Tae hoo yelled. “Its not like you would care if he did see me like this…” I answered. At this answer Tae woo just walked towards the bathroom door and slammed it shut. The next morning I found myself sleeping on the bed and Tae woo on the sofa I surely remembered that I was the one sleeping on the sofa last night…have I climbed into Tae Woo’s bed?? Quietly I walked towards the sofa, Tae woo looked so cold, with no blanket all curled up, I grabbed the blanket I was using and laid it on his shoulders. At that moment my heart started to beat a bit watching his long eyelashes and his smooth skin with his black hair. He looked like an angel sleeping that I couldn’t resist taking my eyes off of him. Like they say even a devil can become an angel when he is sleeping. Automatically I slid my hand across his face removing his hair from his face revealing a handsome face. I just stared at him unable to take my eyes off of him.. For some reason…I was drown to him…

Devils hell (Part 6)

2008-10-30T18:27:00.000-07:00

“Hey….what’s taking Jung min so long?” Han Gyung started to ask. “Tae woo are you sure that Jung min knows how to swim?” Sung min asked. “I don’t know since he never came inside the pool with me” Tae woo answered. With a startle everyone started to scream, turning around to see what was going on Tae woo, Sung min, and Han Gyung saw Jung Min floating in the bottom of the pool. Sung min started to run towards the pool for rescue but Tae woo who knew Jung mins identity passed by Sung Min and dived into the water pulling up Jung min with him. “Jung Min wake up!!” “JUNG MIN!!!”
I started to hear voices. Where was I? why was my vision all white like a blank sheet of paper? Why did I keep on hearing Tae woo’s voice?? Huh? What is he saying? “come back” what does he mean? Oh…now I remember I was pushed into the pool but nobody knew I couldn’t swim….wait then that means someone might have!!!!…..
*cough* *cough* *cough* *cough*
Tae woo grabbed me and hugged me close to him. “Thank god your alive… I wouldn’t have known what to do without you he quietly whispered.” HUH??? What was going on?? Did Tae woo just save me???!!! I was surprised and speechless. “I’m going to take him back to the room” Tae woo said.
Carefully Tae woo carried me up to our room, there he gently laid me down on the bed and said “why didn’t you tell me that you couldn’t swim?” “You never asked me ……” is what I answered. “Do you know how worried I was?? How scared I was???” Tae woo said as in the verge of crying. “I’m sorry…..young master…..” I answered. Tae woo hugged me tight and I just let him hold me in his arm until I realized that I was completely wet and that my clothes were completely transparent. “AHHH!!” I started out. “What’s wrong????” Tae woo asked in a panic. “Um…..I’m sorry but can you turn around for a bit??….I want to change…….” I answered him. Without another word Tae woo turned around and let me change. After I changed I headed towards the door. Tae woo silently followed me. We both walked silently down the hall way towards the swimming pool where the party was being held. When I arrived han gyung ran up to me and asked if I was o.k and the party was resumed. “Alright! Jung min is back so then shall we continue on with the party???!!” Sung min shouted. “Its time to give out presents!!” Han Gyung started. Everyone started to give Sung min their gift and when It was my turn I handed him the watch that I have bought saving money. Sung min just smiled and said Thank you.

Devils hell (Part 5)

2008-10-08T18:01:00.000-07:00

Everyone was gathered, played games, chatted and had fun. “NOW FOR THE FINAL GAME!!!” Sung min shouted. “this game is called trust or don’t trust? There is a swimming pool in front of you right now. It is about 20ft deep. If you don’t know how to swim you may die. You have a choice though but your choice has to be wise. Among the people you will choose one partner whether that person knows how to swim or not you never know. Now I am going to count to ten by then you should pick your partners, if not picking than you will end up with the person that you may or may not know. Now choose!!!” Sung min shouted. Everyone was in a hurry picking a partner but I just stood silently thinking who to choose. I couldn’t choose neither boy or girl since then my identity will be exposed. The only person who I could really rely on was Tae Woo, but was he willing to accept me as his partner? Ten seconds have passed and everyone now was with a partner, ironically the partners were all boys and girls. Not one team was a girl and girl or a boy and boy. It finally hit to me at that point that Tae woo was standing alone with no partner, meaning I had no choice but to be with him….”Well then I guess the two remaining people will be partners now.” sung min said. “I will start to explain the rules to you of this game. I have ten balloons, and in each there is a little surprise, in order to get it, one from the two must swim to the balloon and pop it after that you must swim back to your partner tag them and they will have to dive under and search for the gift, there should be at least two, underwater. So then which team will like to go first?” Sung Min asked? A couple of them started to cheer and volunteered to go first. The girls went in first to pop the balloon and the guys went second to get the surprise. Now for each person the surprise was different, they either got a couple ring or a couple necklace. “Now then Han Gyung shall we go next?” Sung min asked his girl friend. “You bet! Here I go!” she dived in and caught a balloon popped it and then swam back and tagged Sung min. Sung min dived in and within ten seconds he was out of the pool handing his girlfriend a pair of couple rings. I was jealous, I was going to explode, but as a “boy” I couldn’t do anything. Without noticing I realized that Tae woo was missing I looked all around just to find him in the swimming pool swimming towards one of the balloons. What in the world was he thinking?????!!!!! How come he didn’t let me know that we were going to go next? “Alright Jung Min your up!!!” Sung min cheered. Tae woo came out of the water soaked. He turned to me and gave me a little snicker. That devil I knew it! He was planning to do this all along!!! “Jung min what are you waiting for get in there already!” sung min yelled and slightly pushed me into the water. As soon as I touched the water I couldn’t breath, I couldn’t see anything. All I heard was the cheering of the people above me. I started to sink more and more until I hit the floor of the pool I felt around me to see where I was and just then I felt it in my hands two necklaces! I grabbed it tight but for some reason I couldn’t get up, I tried to get on my feet, I tried to breath but at that moment my heart stopped, my eyes went blurry and I was gone.

Devils hell (Part 4)

2008-10-08T17:57:00.001-07:00

The following day was just as normal except for the fact that the relationship between me and Tae woo wasn’t really the same as before. “Hey Jung Min!” Sung Min exclaimed. “Good morning Sung MIN!” I exclaimed. “You know I have a birthday party in Jae Joo Do right?” Sung min asked. “Yeah I know I’ll be there.” I answered. “Its going to be a fun party with everyone there my 18th birthday!” Sung min said in excitement. “You get excited in the most tiniest thing Sung Min no wonder girls squirm all over you.” I started joking around. “Well I’ll see you tomorrow ok? You have to come Ok Jung Min?! “Alright I’ll be sure to go!” I answered. “Oh No! I totally forgot to get Sung Min his gift!!” I started to panic inside my head. I reminded myself to go to the mall first thing after school. As soon as the school bell rang I ran for life towards the mall and into the most expensive watch store. “How may I help you sir?” the lady asked. “Oh..um…. Can I get this watch?” I asked. “sure you may that will be five hundred thousand please.” she said. I gave her the money and asked her to wrap the gift up for me. I was so excited, I couldn’t wait until the next day.
The day finally arrived the day where I was able to let Sung min know of my feelings! Yeah ok I wish…but I was looking forward to the party in Jae Joo Do. We arrived that is me and Tae Woo, the place looked awesome we were at the private villa that Sung Min owned. The place had a great view of the sea, and I was really excited. The rooms were arranged and un luckily I was stuck with Tae Woo. “Jung Min! You Came!” Sung Min yelled. “Yeah” I answered. “Happy Birthday Dude” Tae woo started. “Tae woo we are going to have so much fun today! You know why? My girlfriend brought some hot as girls with her we are going to be partying all night!!!” Sung Min exclaimed. “That sounds great” Tae woo answered with no excitement at all. “Hey Jung Min!!!” it was Sung min’s girlfriend Han Gyung. “Oh hey Han Gyung!” I replied. “Its been awhile huh?” Han Gyung started. “I guess…” I answered. “Well then let the party begin!!” Sung min shouted in excitement.

Devils hell (Part 3)

2008-09-27T19:43:00.000-07:00

On the way back home it was a quiet ride. Tae woo didn’t say a word and neither did I. When we finally arrived Tae woo went straight to his room, I also started towards my room when Han Sung stopped me. “Jung Min what is wrong with Master Tae Woo? He seems a little bit tired out” he asked. “Not sure but I’ll go check up on him right now” I answered. As his pal/servant it was my duty to check what was wrong with him. I started up the stair case again and reached to the second floor to where Tae woo’s room was, I knocked twice but there was no answer I knocked another five times but there was only silence. Without any permission I opened the door and went inside. Inside there was no one but from a distance I heard the showers running, I turned back and started to walk back towards the door when I heard the water stopping and the door of the bathroom creaking open. “What are you doing in my room?!” Tae woo started. I still had my back turned on him when I answered “Just to see if everything was alright sir…”I answered. “Everything is fine” he answered. “Then if you will excuse me I will be going” I said. “Wait! Who gave you permission to leave?” Tae woo asked. He was mad and I mean really mad I could tell by his voice….it was deep and cold. “Then I will stay here and keep you company sir” I answered. “keep me company? How are you going to do that? Are you going to let me use your body?” Tae woo asked. As he said this he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall. “So tell me Jung Min how can you keep me company?” tae woo asked. “I will just stay here until you ask me to leave sir” I answered. “o.k then you won’t leave until I ask you right?” he asked. “yes sir I wont leave until I have your permission.” I answered. “then I guess you won’t leave even when I do this…”he started. As he was talking he was un buttoning my T-shirt, I was scared,My heart was pounding fast, but yet I couldn’t do anything, I couldn’t budge from his grip. “What are you doing?” I asked. “What do you think I’m doing? I’m letting you keep me company that is your job right?” Tae woo started. “Yes it is indeed my duty to keep you company but it is not my duty to give you pleasure! If you want pleasure go get someone who will give it to you!” I exclaimed. “You’re a funny one, do you know who you are talking to?” Tae woo asked. “Aren’t I speaking to the young master of the Maple and J.M cooperation? I answered. “Get out of my room NOW!” Tae woo yelled. “Well then I will be leaving sir. Have a good night” I answered and left the room.

Devils hell (part 2)

2008-09-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

“Jung Min hurry up!!” Tae Woo started, “Alright, Alright I’ll be right down!” I yelled back. “Jeez why are you always the last one to come down? Look everyone is already lined up!” Tae Woo started to scold. I ran down the stair case and found everyone lined up, the cooks, the maids, the bodyguards and all. In one harmony they said “Good Morning Master Tae woo” I wasn’t surprised since it wasn’t the first time hearing it, every morning they would say “good morning” and every afternoon when we returned they would say “Welcome Back” this place was like a palace. A mansion with 40 rooms 30 bathrooms one huge living room and a dining hall and a huge kitchen. Not only that but a back yard of 1000ft wide and 500ft long. Big enough that you had to ride a car to get to the front door. “Jung Min what are you standing there for? Lets Go! We are going to be late for school!” Tae woo started again. “Coming!” “Have a good day young master and also Jung min” Han sung (our butler) said. “ok Han! See you later!” I said.
We got in the car and started out for school the school we attend to is Tae Wang High. It was named after the famous legendary king Tae Wang Sa Shin Gee. The school was filled with girls who were both beautiful and smart and with guys who were handsome and brilliant. The most popular student in the school was Tae woo who was brilliant smart and rich, all the guys admired him and all the girls loved him. His friend Sung Min was a guy who was a foreigner who is half Korean and half American he is also the second most popular student in the school.

As for me I was just known as the servant of Tae woo. I also am pretty popular among the girls as the “gift messenger”. When we arrived to school all the girls were lined up on the right and all the guys were lined up on the left as soon as Tae Woo and I got off the car everyone said “Good morning Tae woo” I really didn’t understand the fact that everyone lined up just to greet him, I also didn’t understand how everyone admired him so much I mean he is the same as everyone else besides the fact that he was rich and smart and was very popular, he is still a regular human being. “Jung min hold my bag” Tae woo ordered me. “Yes young master” I answered. It sometimes made me wonder why Tae woo acted so cold towards me in school while at home he was very gentle and kind. One of the girls named Chae Rin was an eyesore on the other hand. Brought up in a rich family she always thought that she was right and would do anything to get what she wanted. Her father was the father of Rin Company, which was the third top cooperation the first and the second of course was Tae Woo’s family’s company which was the Maple and J.M company.
“TAE WOO!!!!! I missed you how was your weekend???!!!!” chae rin started. “It was good” Tae woo answered. “Jung min give me my book bag I’m going to go now. “Chae Rin I’ll walk you to class lets go” Tae woo started. “ok” Chae Rin answered. “There’s a rumor going around in school that the two of them are going out” one of the girls started to say, “I heard it was because of his parents that Tae woo cant do anything but be nice to her” another answered. “Hey Jung Min!” Sung Min started to run towards me. “Hey!” I answered back. “You don’t sound like you have a lot of energy there what’s wrong? He asked “Nothing really just tired haha” I just brushed it off. There was another thing about me being a girl and that was no one in the school knew of this truth. So meaning Sung Min thinks of me as a guy but truthfully there are times where I just wish that I could tell him that I like him even though its just a one sided crush since Sung min already has a girlfriend. “Come on Jung Min we gotta get going we are going to be late for class! “Coming!” In class we sat quietly listening to the teacher lecture and after a while it was lunch time. “Hey Sung min have you seen Tae woo?” I asked. “No why?” he asked “Damn it! I forgot to give him his lunch!!!” I exclaimed. “Don’t worry he probably went to the lunchroom to get lunch.” Sung min started. “Yeah your probably right…I guess I should eat this lunch.” I answered. “I’m heading to the lunchroom right now want to come along?” Sung Min asked. “Yeah Sure”. We walked through the hallways and finally reached the lunchroom. The place was filled with expensive highly class cooked meals. One meal was at least $10. Although I had enough money to buy the meal I had to save the money, it was because Sung Min’s birthday was coming up and I saw a really expensive watch which I thought that would look perfect on him. But of course that was a secret. “what are you getting Sung Min?” I asked. “Hmmm I’m thinking of getting steak” he answered. “That sounds great! Can I have some?!” I exclaimed. “Yeah sure haha guess you can’t buy lunch when you already have a packed one right?” Sung Min started to laugh. “hahah yeah…”I said. Every time I was together with Sung Min I didn’t have any worries I could stay calm and smile happily. In a distance I saw Tae woo and Chae Rin arm to arm which I really didn’t care, but for some apparent reason when Tae woo and I passed by each other he seemed to be mad about something but for what reason? Maybe because the fact that Chae Rin was clinging on to him to much? I really didn’t care until later on when the classes were over and we headed home.

Devils hell (Part 1)

2008-09-27T16:56:00.000-07:00

When you perish from the world there are two ways that you are destined to go, one is to the bright lights of heaven and the other is the dark place of hell. If you had a choice you would choose the path of the heaven but when you have a choice but no choice what do you do? I wish I had the choice to choose, the choice to go to heaven or hell…..
It was one winter night. A night so cold and dark. My father came home drunk and beaten, it was a night of agony and pain. I was told that night that I were to be sold, not to the angels of heaven but to the son of the devil…it happened all too sudden but before I knew it I was dragged to the devil’s house. I thought to myself I shouldn’t blame my father but as the tears flowed down my cheeks I cursed my father deep inside my heart. He told me he had no choice, he told me that he has lost his job, he said to me that he no longer could support me since my mother was now long gone and that there was no one else he could turn to. At the age of 5 my mother had left me for another man and for that I cursed my mother, but now at the age of 10 I curse out my father who had sold me to the devil.
I was tortured to work for him, he was two years older than I was, although I was tortured he treated me well, but that was when we were young. Now at the age of 16, I Han Jung Min am a 16 year old female girl who was mistaken to be a guy and was sold to the devil. 6 years ago I was brought to this household dressed up as a 6 year old boy, that was the first time I met him with my short black hair I met him Park Tae Woo. He was 8 years old at that time and until today I have watched him grow into a handsome young teenage boy. No one knows but him, my secret, the secret of me a young teenage girl dressed up as a young teenage boy. The reason why no one knows of this is because when my father first sold me he told me “Jung min you will be going into this household as a boy the family there wanted a young boy who could be their son’s playmate, so you will go into that household to serve him, not only that but you should never let anyone discover your real identity for if they find out I would be ruined” so for my fathers sake I kept my mouth shut until the age of 12 where my hormones started to grow and by accident he saw me in the showers naked…it was a shock to him at first but as time passed by he understood my situation and helped me stay in disguise. Now to keep my secret I am to serve him in every way to please him.